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I can\u2019t help it. That song from the sixties runs through my head. Skeeter Davis.<\/p>\n
Why does the sun go on shining? Why does the sea rush to shore? Don\u2019t they know, it\u2019s the end of the world\u2026<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
There\u2019s a hollowness I\u2019ve never felt before. My heart drum-echoes in my chest. The little I eat traces its way down my esophagus. I feel it drop into my stomach. I eat because I must but nothing tastes like anything anymore. Nothing matters.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s just another man who\u2019s left me. Just another man. I\u2019ve got millions more to swallow and vomit out. Love is my bulimia.<\/p>\n
I do not walk, I shuffle. I do not speak when I can nod or shake my head instead. My lips recline in closed position in a sad sad smile. Enigmatic? Not at all. It\u2019s simply much too hard to let in life.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s easier each time to ghost through crowds. There\u2019s less of touching, bumping, feeling. Routine is automatic, I don\u2019t remember getting dressed each day. I don\u2019t recall my day as happening. I couldn\u2019t tell you what I\u2019ve done.<\/p>\n
On weekends I live in the dark cold rooms, the sun blocked out because as Skeeter sings, it\u2019s unaware.<\/p>\n
Then one day he comes into my world and opens windows, feeds me words, shoves the sun and moon and stars back into place. And a ripe tomato tastes red and sweet again until it doesn\u2019t anymore.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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