One of those strange who am I?, where am I?, am I at all? nights.
Don’t know how, but got hooked on Rock Star: Supernova for the past few weeks. Tonight, in a few minutes likely, the winner will be named to front the new band formed by Tommy Lee, Gilbey Clarke and Jason Newsted. Any second now…..
Out on the step down to the garage, thinking of strings, leaving trails behind me in the going out, the lighting up, the sitting with the cuppa and a smoke. A couple times a night, every night. Same place, same positions, or almost the same. But once, at the very least, exactly the same as once before over the years.
(Commercial: The all new CRV from Honda. They fucked it up. Still love my ’97 the best.)
The clothes different, but let’s speak of the body, the elbows on knees, the pose, the staring out into the dark seeing all, seeing nothing.
Dilana didn’t win, hmmm. Lukas is really kinda weird. I mean like, too very strange. He looks and moves like a little gnome. A glittery gnome at that.
Back to the dark: Striking the same position at some point, the exact same position as at another, different point in time. And without moving at all, think the question, Has any time passed at all?
Gilbey Clarke is a definite hotty. I think I’m in love.
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